Usia

Ada apa untuk dikenang pada usia ni. Aku kira adakala kata-kata pujian penting bagi membina diri dan memaknai hidup ni. Mungkin perlu sesekali kita fikir dan zikir, muhasabah untuk mengenang diri. Tambahan di usia yang bertambah dari tahun ke tahun. Aku sendiri pun tak mampu ingat semua apa yang dah aku lalui selama hayat ni. Mungkin dedikasi kat bawah ni yang ditulis oleh adik aku, secebis pencapaian untuk daku kenang di usia ini. Terima kasih Adik! Entah bila kamu memerhati lantas menghargai daku, sedang kamu itu 'adik' :') Jangan kita lupa, bila bertambahnya usia, adik-adik juga meningkat dewasa, menjadi matang pula melihat hidup ini. Begitu juga bila bertambahnya usia, orang tua kita semakin dimamah usia...

February is the Month of

Love.

Because my first sister were born this month.

Najiyyah.

Who was and is still Mum's bestest friend of all.

Was there through Mum's thick and thin.

Through rainbow and thunder.

I guess, it's normal for the first girl child to become

her Mum's best friend.

She is where Mum would spill her worries to

would share her happiness to

would ask for help from.

The one, who takes care of her younger siblings

the one who, couldn't go out freely to enjoy with her friends at such young age

for she has responsibility to babysit her brothers and sisters

and I tell you, she is great in that

in bearing her responsibilities as the first girl child.

That's amazing Kak, you are amazing.

The one who, left her study years early 

when she is just so talented and beautiful, lovable and likable by everyone

EVERYONE

just so that she could work to help Mum

maintaining the household's economy 

during the tough times of economical collapse nobody asked for.

Of course, no one would ask for misfortune

everyone wants a life full of luxury

taking pleasures in all the nicest moments one could be in

but I guess, that's what made you strong

stronger than you think you are

trust me, Kak. Trust me.

The lessons, the experiences made us wiser

do they not?

When you were the one

who helped Mum paid for our school bills

who helped Mum bought our school uniforms

who gave mostly all of the salary to Mum to lighten her burden

beautiful. Beautiful

Because for you, giving more to parents

will entitle us more

in rewards 

more in earnings 

more 

in a lot of things.

There's no wonder why when I became wild

you were like Mum

who got mad over things

who went disappointed for a lot of reasons

because you are our second Mum

Our second Mum.

Remember when you stayed at Kedah 

to take care of Tok for how many months

I 'remember'

frankly speaking Kak,

I don't think there would be others who would do it

but you did and you proved us

that you really have a good heart.

Do you see it, Kak?

Do you know that you absolutely have a good heart?

I hope you do, and I think you actually do know that

It's just that, you don't wanna get snobbish over it

Am I right?

Make good use of it, Kak

You are so much of the goodness

Please make use of it as you raise the first baby

Second and any coming out sooner or later

And I'm sure you are doing the best to raise her.

You and Abang Lan. Insya Allah.

I chose the above picture for you

because I think you are calm

yet mysterious and there's so much to discover

about you.

But as a sister

I hope that one day you could show us

the other you

who hasn't yet to surface

because I do believe, strongly

that the best is yet to come!
Insya Allah! :)

Happy Birthday Kak, may Allah helps you fulfill your and hubby's dreams. Amin.

Let's fly the world Kak, we've kept silent for too long
and the world
it longs our soars. So LET'S! :D

(by: Musfirah Mohd Asri)

Happy belated 28th birthday to me. Not to forget, cik abe sayang. (nasib aku muda dari suami walaupun hanya sehari ;p ) Setahun sudah kita melayari alam rumahtangga, semoga bertambah barakah dengan kehadiran si permata hati. Kata sorang teman, jadi isteri dan ibu yang baik saja tak cukup syarat ke syurga, peranan wanita lebih dari itu. Pentingnya peranan wanita hari ini untuk turut membela nasib umat yang semakin pincang. Sebab kata abah pulak, masalah umat ni tak pernah selesai. Kalau tak hari ni, esok, lusa, mungkin setahun, dua tahun lagi, atau mungkin sepuluh tahun, kita mampu pula menghulur tangan yang menghayun buaian ini dan berjuang demi kesejahteraan mungkin anak seorang jiran, fakir miskin, si yatim piatu, atau siapa sahaja. Semoga kita semua mampu menjadi wanita perkasa itu. Amin ya Rabb!

: Anak ibu dah dua bulan, pandai senyum. Dapat nangis punya suka, meraung sekuat hati.